where's homeroom?
among many dreams last night or early this morning i had yet another dream of my first day at high school. i am surrounded by friends but i can't make out any faces. i see my classroom schedule and as soon as i read it i start to worry that i am not going to be able to find any of my classrooms let alone homeroom.
when i started high school i got lost on my first day. i could not find homeroom and i ended up in a classroom full of seniors, which i really didn't know. the whole time i didn't realize it was the wrong class. during roll call they called my name and i thought, great i'm home free but then another person with the same name raised their hand. shit!!! teacher asks to see my schedule and says the words i had been dreading "you are in the wrong class!". UGHHHH!!!!
insert seniors laughing here. ;-( bastards!!!
back to my dream...i start to ask someone next to me and they said not to worry...OK!? there are tons of kids walking by and i wonder why everyone is going to the prom if it's the first day of school? i think, great this time i will be able to go. i never went to prom, perhaps in my next life i plan to? i dunno.
i don't know if i ever made it to homeroom, seems like every time i have this reoccurring dream i never know if i find homeroom...
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Oh man, I hated high school. No chance of me getting lost in that place because there were like, what 10 people in the whole school on the side of a hill in Indiana.
It's funny though how those types of dreams can pop up in our later adult lives. I really think it was more tragic than we care to remember :)
OMG, I have those exact dreams too!! LOL!! I have no clue what they mean....but man do I get scared and all worked up about being late!!? Sorry about your first day of HS experience... I was super scared too, I don't know how I managed to find all of my classes?!
**Hugs**
if i could do it all over again i would pay more attention to my teachers among other things...
it's not like i have a phobia about being late, maybe since i was such an insecure teenager i worried so much about my first day of HS. plus i am a worry wart and nervous nelly as it is.
and thanks for your kind words, you've officially made my day!
*hugs*
i think i was intimidated by all the older kids, i guess at one point i didn't think i fit in..well that's until i started hanging around with the bad crowd...long story short i am glad i didn't turn out like others i know...sigh.